Female Spirit Inculcation

Perfect trance deep, relaxing and pleasurable. Made it to the end of the file my mind was so calm throughout. Numbness and tingly all over felt great with my mind feeling empty, blank, hazy, full and fuzzy was so good. Smiling a lot and just feeling really happy and girly. I also feel as if something happened last night in my sleep but I'm not sure what i just have this feeling and sense but cant remember anything. At times throughout the trance i also felt like there was a pressure in my head trying to escape out the top wasn't uncomfortable but felt odd. Good Girly Girl :)

Female Spirit Inculcation

Last nights trance was great but again got uncomfortable and didn't make it to the end. No noticeable effects from the session, I have been playing the file next to me while I sleep at night I'm not sure if this is effecting anything but I need to make it to the end of the file I think. Also this morning I haven't felt as girly as I normally do but last night before listening I was feeling my normal girly self so I'm not sure what's going on. Maybe the file has ran its course perhaps I've gotten all I can out of it ? Good Girly Girl :)

Female Spirit Inculcation

Had a break the previous night so last nights trance was really good very deep I swear I heard some stuff I hadn't heard before. There was at some point I felt I may have blacked out but I'm not sure, it was only later that I had this sense of deja vu that I had earlier in the file got up and left it felt very real like I had left the trance and gone and got out of bed did this actually happen I don't know or did it just feel like it. I didn't make it to the end of the file for some reason but I still felt as if  I had a successful trance. Also let the file play on my beside table through the night and this morning I woke up wide awake and refreshed I feel very focused and very clear also feel slightly different like a feeling of something watching me. Good Girly Girl :)

Female Spirit Inculcation

Had a perfect trance very deep and no problems letting going it was really enjoyable and pleasurable lots of pleasure. There's not really much to report amber called out to me while under trance. Was tired afterwards and decided to go to bed no dreams which is sad considering I'm suppose to have dreams of amber. I felt like I had a very clear mind after trance felt empty and no clutter. Good Girly Girl :)

Female Spirit Inculcation

Had a great trance last night went really deep. There was point were I think I nearly let myself go because I felt as if I started to panic my heart rate increased and it took a while to calm down but I didn't make it to the end of the file this time due to being uncomfortable so sadly no amber moment but I will give it another try tonight and hopefully ill get through the file. At this point trance is pretty much the same each time now except the letting go part was new I think I still had maybe 30min left in the file. Good Girly Girl :)

Female Spirit Inculcation

I have hit the turning point of this file amber has come out twice after trance now. Last night she seemed to be a lot more calmer and stable was around a bit more before shaking and stuff started to occur I can only guess that is me trying to gain back control at a subconscious level. The thing is amber seems to know me but I don't know her at all so that's going to be interesting when she starts to show me what she likes etc. I can see the things she does it feel like me doing them but there's this kind of disconnection and Amber's thoughts are in a girls voice and she has me in her thoughts like I can talk to her but she doesn't seem to listen maybe she cant her me ? I'm now out of the trance realm and bringing amber into the real world its actually quiet relaxing when she was in charge last night her mind seemed really light and empty but there was this happiness and really good feeling. It's also as if we share the same space so what she feels I feel etc. Good Girly Girl :)

Female Spirit Inculcation

Another great trance I think I'm in the week were stuff is about to really happen I was not involved with the file at all my mind had gone off and left my subconscious to play it was so good everything felt so great. I had another weird feeling of something in me and under my skin like a presence of something more than likely ambers spirit. The box felt so comfortable it was easy just to stay there and relax.  I got to the end of the file this time. At the end when I woke up something felt odd like new I went over to my laptop and notice a message from a friend but it wasn't me I didn't recognise the person it was like the first time I was speaking to them this came into an amber moment I could see what was going on but it didn't feel like me even my thoughts sounded like a girls thoughts was very exciting and scary somehow I shook it off and I was back to me but for about 10min maybe I was shacking and twitching it was like my subconscious was in a fight to gain control it was really hard to focus and calm down but eventually I came back to normal but this was after what felt like my mind spaced out and went back into trance. I went to sleep and I remember hearing someone talking to me again but cant remember what was said though so maybe amber was speaking to me. Good Girly Girl :)

Female Spirit Inculcation

For some reason I just cant seem to get to the end of the file maybe its too long for me or I get to uncomfortable but I think this was one of my best trances with this file so far. The trance was really deep but the best part was I was just not there my body was reacting as the file said it should without me even doing anything it was just happening, my body was so tingly and numb it felt great. The pleasure was intense and I didn't want it to end. I really felt like amber was a part of me that I had her spirit in me I just felt so happy and girly. My mind was empty and blank there were odd times were I got odd swaying in my mind and pressure then nothing also lots of random twitches and convulsions there were times were it felt like something was coming into my body was very cool. Good Girly Girl :)

Trying to remember this file is getting really hard but its more if I think back to it I get a blank like a wall and my thoughts seem just to be I don't really care which is odd.

Female Spirit Inculcation

Went down really quick and deep this file is very conditioning when it comes to getting in trance. Felt like I wasn't even there at points, my mind was doing some really odd things to at one point it felt like my mind was swaying from side to side then going around in circles I also had random twitches on my body, I had pulses on my temples and so much tingling on my body. My hands and feet were extremely numb to the point were I couldn't feel them at all I also had the disconnection feeling were I couldn't access my hands but also this time my feet were the same. I can't wait till my body actually vanishes that will be really cool. I didn't make it to the end and some were I just kind of woke up out of trance was really tired and horny, rubbing my eyes. I had this urge to curl up into a comfortable cocoon like state pull my blanket over and rolled onto my side like a fetal position. At this point I went back down into trance and it just felt so hot and horny to be there the pleasure the excitement was intense I was shuddering and just feeling really good eventually I came out of my trance and headed off to bed. As I was falling asleep somewhere between the point were your just about asleep I heard a clear voice I cant remember what it is now but it was directed at me and it was just so really clear like someone speaking to me was surreal. Today while I was sitting at my meeting not paying to much attention I started to zone out and feel really good kind of tingly and felt really girly. Good Girly Girl :)

Female Spirit Inculcation

Trance last night was deep but I didn't make it to the end. Can't remember too much again but this time what made me come out was that I couldn't move my hands it was like I actually had no connection to them at all I was trying really hard and it took me about 4 tries before I got control and then it was like a sudden rush of my body coming back to me was intense but I think it was also a little to much to handle which is why I think I came out of trance. Everything else was really good lots of pleasure and ecstasy. Good Girly Gilr :)

Female Spirit Inculcation

Last nights trance was great and so deep but something odd happened this time, I had some extreme REM and my eyelids were slightly open this happened sometime into the file where i don't know as i cant remember anything from the file i know i didn't make it to the end because i kept going down and then back up again and then my eyes opened up i felt like i was still in trance but not there and it was really hard to focus on anything after a bit everything went back to normal, what this means i have no idea but to me it felt like i was about to have my first full encounter with amber, i really hope this can happen again. There was lots of pleasure and tingling and numbness at one point my legs from the knee down were so cold and i actually started forgetting about them as if they were disappearing. There is at one point that i have no mentioned but has been consistent is a part to do with breasts every time this part is mention i get a really good feeling in my chest and can feel like something is pushing out from under the skin and its the same feeling every time with a little tensing of the muscles. Good Girly Girl :)

Female Spirit Inculcation

If I try to think of the file I cant really recall much at all, there is a lot of pleasure in this file and as I continue listening it seems to get better. I had moments where my mind just felt so full and then so empty both states felt great, amber also called out to me again. My body was so numb this time I really could not move it without extreme amounts of effort the disconnection from body was intense. I also can feel like I'm getting closer to actually not feeling it there as if its vanished and all that's left is my mind in a box. I experienced waves and waves of pleasure near the end of the file was moaning so much and it was very feminine moans everything on my body just felt really good. I have noticed that I have not had any blackouts yet but I feel close, it is an interesting feeling that I feel I'm aware of what is happening but my mind isn't really there its like I'm observing my own trance. When I finished the session it took me a while to gain focus and energy to move again and I brushed my body and god did it feel good sent shivers all over me, I felt out of it still really blank and not quiet sure were I was got up had some water and went over to the computer was still kind of walking odd and felt funny my body started to feel odd and my legs nearly gave way. I went to the toilet but I was sitting like a girl would and well even wiped as if I had a pussy. This morning was as normal but I felt really blank and horny while I was walking to work kind of spacey. Good Girly Girl :)

Female Spirit Inculcation

The trance was great felt like I was really deep and relaxed. My head was feeling spacey, empty, full it was all over the place at one point I don't think there was anything in my mind at all just completely blank. Lots of random twitches and shakes, lots of pleasure and just felt really good. Can't remember where in the file but at some point it felt as if something was in me I was not even there any more and my body was in so much pleasure and was thrusting and arching my back towards something that wasn't there I felt like I was about to explode and so much ecstasy it was like having the best sex ever at one point my eyes popped open but my body was still doing its own thing. I know I went back down at some point without even realising and waves and waves of pleasure were cursing through me it was total bliss. By the end of all this I was so drained my body and my mind felt exhausted I was panting and moaning it was like I had ran a marathon I was hot and sweaty but god did it feel good. I was so drained it was easy to fall asleep. Good Girly Girly :)

I remembered at one point my chest felt so full and felt like it was expanding and tingly.

Edit: I remembered something else I heard different things in the file and amber was calling me again, when I woke up I also remembered hearing someone speaking but I couldn't make it out and I swear it was in my head but it wasn't a thought it was actually speaking.

Female Spirit Inculcation

It's so hard to remember any of this session I get bits pop in then gone, but my trance was really deep and felt really good. I was smiling and was happy and giggly. My mind was feeling really spacey and heavy my body was extremely heavy like lead. I woke up sometime in the file my eyes kind of opened then I went back down and then open again and back down then they finally opened and I was feeling disoriented and really tired like all my energy was sapped. As I was trying to fall asleep everything seemed normal but I started to feel like I was going into a trance state again but it felt different than yesterdays more like something was happening to my mind I was getting a disconnection feeling and between my eyes above my nose I could feel like my mind was pushing against it like trying to squeeze out of me felt odd but good. Let out moans and my body started to go heavy but felt kind of paralysed, I tried moving but it was really difficult eventually being able to move. I turned over and tried to fall asleep again and eventually the same thing started to happen any ways I eventually got to sleep. I think I was dreaming a lot but I cant remember any of them but I feel as if I had. Good Girly Girl :)

Female Spirit Inculcation

It's been a week since I listened to this file. I can't believe how powerful this file is still I was all over the place again cant remember much of the contents. I do remember feeling immense pleasure I just felt sooo good, happy and girly. My mind was so spaced out, airy and heavy my body felt like a dead weight. There is a point were the spirit is suppose to take up space in your head along side my head felt so full and it felt like it was trying to split into 2 there was so much pressure but it felt really pleasurable she I assume amber even called out to me this time. My eyes popped open near the end of the file but I couldn't focus at all I was having like a cross eyed feel like seeing 2 images was crazy took the rest of the file to go back to normal which I think was maybe 2min or so but its hard to tell because of the time distortion. Falling asleep I had no problems but as I was drifting off I started to feel like I was enter a trance state was kind of odd but comfortable. All in all great trance and results. Good Girly Girl :)

Female Spirit Inculcation

Another crazy forgetful trance. This time while under i was really really relaxed, i cant remember much of what happened where she was talking about feeling the spirit inside me i was all over the place like a damn roller coaster and i kept loosing myself like i really felt detached from my body then all of sudden my eyes popped open but i was just staring off at nothing and i felt really weird and almost like things were new this lasted i think about 10min and then i kind of shook it off and went to bed while falling asleep i was moaning and shuffling around in my bed, i also had the voice thing happen again which was not as powerful as the first time but just as good. I also have had all the same time distortion and memory things from the last few times.

Female Spirit Inculcation

The memory loss from this file is intense, again went down deep and out like a light I'm now getting to the point that i don't even notice when i black out i get so lost within the file i have no idea were i am up to and the file either feels like i have been down for ages or really quickly. The pleasure was intense again and i swear i could see eyes staring at me i think they were Ambers. I also felt like i was smiling a lot and really happy, trying to write this review is hard because the more i try to remember the harder it gets its just kind of blank. I made it too the end of the file this time but i did not open my eyes which was odd normally i open and come to but it was like they were glued shut so i took my headphones off and went to sleep. I was moaning and smiling and still really happy while drifting off also had the string feeling again in my throat not as intense as the previous but still there. Woke later on and felt kind of day dreamy which in the last 2 days seems to be accruing more, the same thing happened when i started the mind control files of keis a few months back. Good Girly Girl :)