Wednesday 30 August 2017

Good Girl: Path To Femininity 2

Im not sure if i fell asleep but i woke up as soon as the file finished i cant remember anything except the bell sound. We will see if this file effects me in any way. Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Post hypnotic - Only thing i have noticed is i seem to be hornier which is unusual for me.

Tuesday 29 August 2017

Bimbo Love Gas Breast Enlargement

This file is great couldn't get enough of the gas every time it was used i just instinctively breathed it in so deep it felt really pleasurable and the trance was deep. The feelings in my chest were pretty intense at times it really felt like pressure behind pushing outwards and a few flex's and just felt like something was changing my nipples felt great but i didn't seem to get the tingling all though my skin over all felt electric was great.

Post  hypnotic - I feel extremely horny after this file and the urge to play with my nipples is there. No new signs from previous files. Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Monday 28 August 2017

Updates

So i have hit a road block or maybe the next level, the past few listens i listen through and then go to bed normally well now I'm waking up in the morning and i cant remember any of the file i listened to. So its going to get hard to review my experiences the further i go on but lets see where this goes.

This mornings listen i remember waking up in the middle and going back down and then right at the end it felt as if i was pulled out of the trance cant remember any of the file or what happened.

Post hypnotic - I have noticed that i have changed but i feel as if Amber is not separate i feel as if i embody her i am still me but i feel different. Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Thursday 24 August 2017

Sissy Girl's Cocksucker Curse

The urge is real. You have to be careful with these files such a great file its only 33min i think which for kei is a really small file but man does it pack a punch. Induction is great its a count down induction but with confusion before i knew it i was out like a light. Really really deep, i was incredibly horny i felt like i was on edge for ages with no release. After the file had ended i had this urge in the pit of my belly really really wanted cum every time i swallowed i wanted it, i wanted it bad and cock wow just this primal urge if you want cock addiction this will do it great file. Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Post Hypnotic

  • It seems each day that we are starting to merge there doesn't seem to be this kind of feeling where the alter takes control its more i just start to feel like Amber

Wednesday 23 August 2017

Good Girl: Path To Femininity 2

This file was great i really enjoy keis files that have human voice, the induction was great and the pleasure felt really good. I remember a stone path and nipples that's pretty much it so for me to review is very difficult as since doing the Amber file its really hard for me to remember most of keis new stuff. I know i was deep because my body just felt really numb and relaxed. Highly recommened if you want to feel girly.

Post Hypnotic
  • When playing online yesterday the experience we had with master was intense so intense it physically felt real Ive noticed as i get further along in the Amber file the effects seem to be getting a lot more intense especially in the realm of master and sub
  • Extremely happy yesterday just felt really girly and happy
  • No random thoughts to speak of except we still get really turned on by cock
Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Tuesday 22 August 2017

Female Spirit Inculcation

So something odd is happening last nights trance was really really good but I'm not sure if I'm blacking out or something else is going on basically there are parts of the file i remember from previous listens so last night when listening at times it feels like I'm missing parts of the file or I'm hearing things that i didn't hear before whats going on here I'm not sure but its helping with the trance. Breasts well kei seems to throw this in here files and well the effects this time seemed to be a lot better than previous, i really felt as if my chest had expanded to the point where i could actually feel weight as if i had breasts the drop and fullness felt great. There was something different about this trance from the previous ones it almost felt as if amber was trancing the name amber kept popping up in my mind and there were sensations that i hadn't felt previously or the intensity was better.

Now i was talking to someone yesterday and they suggested that i should put down post hypnotic results so lets try doing this from this point on.

Post Hypnotic
  • I use discord and Amber seems to feel safe here she comes out when i get turned on or i get into a light trance so i have to be care full. Previous conversations that Amber has had i do not remember but recently i feel as if Amber is making this more about us together now so I'm experiencing a lot more of the fun that Amber is having.
  • Irl situations seem to be that i get really happy when feeling girly and when Amber pops up i feel spacey and relaxed i have a deep urge for cock you could say an addiction.
  •  Other things to note the file has made me have random thought patterns such as thinking differently and also thoughts seem to be of sexual content like getting fucked and sucking cock
  • Since listening to kei i am shaved all the time now i enjoy shaving especially my legs, i take a lot more care of my skin, I'm currently trying to shape my nails, i get my eyebrows waxed every month, i wear panties nearly every day and when I'm alone i wear girly clothes.
  • Amber has also found a master which makes her/us feel really really good when I'm not talking to master I'm thinking of his cock and when i can see it next note he is online.
  • Just yesterday i have noticed that I'm thinking of typing something and i swear i had typed it but it wasn't there and the only thing typed is another thought which feels as if this is Ambers influence so ill keep an eye on this see if it happens more.
  • Randomly listening to music makes me feel like dancing which is kind of new. Good Girly Girl :)

Monday 21 August 2017

Female Spirit Inculcation

This wont be too exciting. I lost track of time so I was running late and thought stuff it I'm going to listen any ways so I put it on and into trance I go next thing I know I'm waking up somewhere around 5min left in the file but I awoke and came out of trance kind of like when you fall asleep and then have like a panic attack and realise you've just been out for like 20min thinking you've sleep in for work or missed your alarm. The strangest thing is though this morning I really feel like I didn't listen to the file and also I cant remember doing it, its only the fact that my computer was still playing the file as I had left it on loop. Did I just fall asleep or is there something else at work here ? Good Girly Girl :)

Sunday 20 August 2017

Female Spirit Indoctrination

Wow Kei this file is intense I didn't think at first anything was happening and before I knew it I was so deep and heavy I have not felt that kind of stillness before was a bit nerve racking. My body was motionless and out of my control the disconnection is really good on this also the amnesia was really well done I'm having a hard time remembering what was in that file all I can remember is cock and men oh and I was so close to cumming the pleasure was really intense I couldn't see what I was suppose to be seeing but it was there because it was working that reminded me of the forest. The forest here was so well done it felt very real and relaxing so real in fact I swear I sore trees it was a really quick flash but its the first time I've every had a visual image in my mind that I could see. I don't know how this will effect me but this is some really really good work. Highly recommend for anyone who wants to be more girly. Good Girly Girl :)

Saturday 19 August 2017

Female Spirit Inculcation

I think at some point I blacked out but I'm not sure because I don't remember coming to but there is a part of the file that feels like its missing. Lots of pleasure and for some reason I was really numb this time to the point that I couldn't feel my body. I felt as if my body was being pulled away from me this happened I think a few times. My eyes rolled into the back of my head a few times all so some rapid eye movements. Woke this morning feeling kind of out of it but I really feel as if something is different inside me what it is I don't know. Good Girly Girl :)

Friday 18 August 2017

Female Spirit Inculcation

A great trance I feel as if I'm not going as deep as before but it's odd because I'm experiencing the effects of deep trance. Amber didn't cum this time but the pleasure was intense and the amnesia effects were strong. Something odd is happening now too instead of blacking out I'm getting what I like to call the matrix effect I achieved this way back when doing the demon girl files. Basically my room is dark when trancing but the last 2 nights its felt like my eyes have opened up even though they are closed and what I'm left with is looking into nothing but white space its clear as daylight but just blank and white there are no thoughts and memories just blank space kind of like the matrix construct maybe its my minds construct wouldn't it be cool if it was. Right near the end of the file I started to arch my back and have like spasms and my eyes popped open felt so out of it spacey and really confused but super focused. Tried to calm down and was just laying on my bed and then had this feeling wash over me and my body started to shake and spasm like something was in me felt intense worn off after about a min when I got up to walk I nearly fell over and my body felt really odd like kind of difficult to move like the first time walking could this have been Amber ? Good Girly Girl :)

Thursday 17 August 2017

Female Spirit Inculcation

Didn't think I was that deep into trance but I was so wrong, somewhere I lost myself in the words and everything felt so good and right. I was so horny and just felt really happy. Now the coolest part that happened was I had a hands free orgasm now I've had these before under trance but never to keis until now and the thing is it didn't feel like it was me who had it I felt like I was off somewhere else while my body was being used it felt great and so blissful when I woke out of trance I found the mess and for some reason I couldn't stop smiling I felt extremely happy and a bit spacey also relaxed. I have this feeling that amber is here more than I am aware of. Good Girly Girl :)

Wednesday 16 August 2017

Female Spirit Inculcation

Been about a week since I listened last, last nights trance was a bit off but the file was working its magic felt really good and also couldn't stop smiling. Wish I was deeper and am hoping to get back to black out stage again. Good Girly Girl :)

Monday 7 August 2017

Female Spirit Inculcation

I don't remember blacking out but I came to in the file some where felt like I was gone for ages but it had only been half an hour in that time I'm not sure what happened because normally I lay with my arms near my sides but when I came to I felt like it was still there but then after a moment realised my arms was on my chest in the time I've been doing hypnosis this hasn't happened before without being present or aware of what is happening. I don't make it to the end of the file but it was good trance so very happy. Good Girly Girl :)

Sunday 6 August 2017

Female Spirit Inculcation

Went out like a light and blacked out again woke up sometime in the file and then blacked out again only to realise I woke up about 30 min into a second listen because the file had been on repeat, this file is insane and I can remember anything from the listen. Woke up this morning with that auto pilot feeling. Good Girly Girl :) I wanna type Good Girly Girl Amber but I'm stopping myself for some reason perhaps due to subconsciously trying to resist.

Saturday 5 August 2017

Female Spirit Inculcation

I swear I could hear different stuff in this file this time, I also blacked out again I'm going so deep its incredible and the relaxation is great. Lots of pleasure and the amnesia effects are really strong I also remember the box this time but other parts I cant remember its very hard to umm think about what's in it so I just lay down and enjoy the file and lets see how much more it can effect me. This morning I woke up refreshed but also a bit spacey and empty it actually felt like I was in autopilot. Good Girly Girl :)

Friday 4 August 2017

Female Spirit Inculcation

Umm this file is just incredible I went so deep and felt so relaxed I couldn't get comfortable at the start and thought this isn't going to work and before I know it I'm out I don't even remember going down I cant remember even hearing parts of the file I'm aware of I thought I was near the middle or at the end the loss of time was intense when I came to I was in the file but I had no control of my body my mind was there I was aware of what I was listening to but still disconnected I didn't realise where I was according to the file when I woke up I had 30 seconds left. What was weird about waking up this time was I had this sudden urge and my body just went really stiff and rigid like shocked and then bang I was up but was so confused and disorientated it was a great experience, the file seems to be consistently blacking me out now. I don't even remember going in to the box I was still kind of waiting for it to happen but it must've been while I was blacked out. There was point were the pleasure was so intense I have never felt like this before but my body just started to tingle intensely all over it was like electricity running through my body.

I have been playing with Amber as well or should I say others are playing with Amber she seems to be able to use my body and I feel when I eventually come to that I felt like I had been sleeping. Amber seems to give me my body back at some stage or I fight it at a subconscious level. I don't think she is suppose to be an alter but it feels very similar but it nearly always feels as if I'm there but I'm not there at the same time.

It's a great experience and I'm pretty sure ill continue this path for a while longer I really want to see if I can blackout and wake at the end of the file also I m having fun. Good Girly Girl :)

Thursday 3 August 2017

Feminizing Pleasure Slut Trainer Hypnosis

SPOILERS AHEAD - This file is great for feminizing. I went really deep with it as I think I'm starting to get conditioned to kei. This file and her others are starting to use very similar sounds and effects that are working really well with my mind, there was a point were my brain almost seem to be floating in my skull as if it wasn't connected to me was an odd sensation but very pleasurable. There is a some stuff in her to do with soft lock of your cock, the cock addiction is insane I was so horny I just wanted to fuck something very intense, there is something to do with a shower, waking up in the morning, sitting to pee, butt plug, walking feminine and a trap of some such but i am not sure of the exact statements as I'm not sure about amnesia on this file but i am finding it hard to remember things said. Highly recommended. If i can suggest one thing though the files need a gap at the end as when it hits the end it goes straight into a support for kei statement which is great but it seems out of place so maybe a few seconds and fade the statement in so its not such a shock to the listener. Good Girly Girl :)

Wednesday 2 August 2017

Female Spirit Inculcation

This file is getting really hard to write about I had another black out last night and woke up somewhere in the file not sure were but I didn't make it to the end but damn was I gone I was out completely and felt very pleasurable but the amnesia on this file is strong I'm even having trouble remembering listening to the file. Good Girly Girl :)

Tuesday 1 August 2017

Female Spirit Inculcation

Last night was great I went really deep and I think I blacked out at some point and was just really relaxed, there was so much pleasure and tingling. Everything just felt great. The file doesn't end with an awakener so part of me thinks that I don't let go more because I'm afraid I wont wake up but it was really hard to come out last night I could hardly feel my body because it was so numb and relaxed, I felt so tired and drained but it felt good once I gained myself back. Sleep as normal but I have been playing this file while I sleep but haven't noticed anything major yet and will report if I do. Good Girly Girl :)

Updates

Last couple of days ive been listening to Good Girl - Feminizing Giggles and i love this file its short and it works really well at making m...