Kei's Male to Female Permanent Feminization Hypnosis Draft 1

Oh boy this is a hot brainwashing i loved it all and there was something about it that made me feel really girly, there was a lot of dizzy feeling and somehow it felt as if i was going into layers of my mind very cool :). I was so horny that i was moaning and like i was just tugged into rubbing myself, rubbed and rubbed till i exploded it felt sooo good and i just stayed in that bliss deep in trance till the end of the file it feels so good to be a good girl. Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Good Girl Feminizing Dream Memories Hypnosis

This file was really well written i felt very girly even while under and im still feeling some effects long after i listened one thing that kind of feels odd is that im suppose to have girly dreams but maybe i was fighting this as the dream i had last night was about playing with hotwheels cars and rc racers as a young kid but i thought i was suppose to have dreams about doing girly things as a kid. Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Sissy Girl's Cocksucker Curse

God i love this file it just makes me so horny for cock great trance lost myself in the bliss everything just felt good and right. I also loaded up some Bambi files those files just make you feel so good, i did another new fantasy file were your a blowup doll it was intense and i had this feeling of just being frozen it was so frustrating and exciting at the same time i wanted it to stop but at the same time i wanted more a really well written file very intense. Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Post Hypnotic - Well i came out of that Bambi file early and i think i might have still been Bambi i was so hot and horny i loaded up some BBC porn and some loops and just lost myself i didn't even really know what was happening i was so lost in pleasure and i wanted to cum so bad and i wanted cum so bad the pleasure was on another level i didn't touch just watched and played with my nipple they felt so good and sensitive so much fun.

Female Spirit Inculcation

What a great trance. The effects while i was under were really really great, at one point i felt like my mind was filling up with Amber this is also the first time that i could feel her touching my body and mind she actually felt like she was merging i would like to say climbing into my body it felt so good my whole body just felt fantastic. I started to come to at a point where she was taking up part of my mind my eyes were open and i just felt like stretching so i went with it and when i finished my stretch kind of like the one you have when you first wake up in the morning my eyes popped open and there was this feeling of calm and empty minded in my head i felt really really good and a little tired. There was about 20min left of the file but either i pulled myself out or Amber wanted to come up im going with the Amber theory. Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Post Hypnotic - While falling asleep i curled up like you would if you were in the womb which maybe this represented the bubble that i was in while under trance it felt really comfy, warm and safe i was letting out little moans and as i was about to go out my mind had that deep trance feeling hit me and then i was gone. Woke up this morning feeling spacey and really tired, the tired feeling is odd.

Sissy Girl's Cocksucker Curse

Loaded up my cue as usually and have been using my enhancer which has been really helping trance. While under i felt really really good, happy and horny. I really do like this file and the cocksucking urges from this are very strong. So when i cued the files i also again was kind of not thinking and just loaded in some Bambi files again. Well this time around was completely different every other time i had listened to Bambi stuff the files are for her put me to sleep and let her listen but this time when the trigger was used it was as if i was not going into the box and something was holding me back which leads to the fact i can remember the files and omg they were good i was so happy and giggly physically giggling and couldn't help myself and so horny. There is a cow file which absolutely sent me over the edge of ecstasy it was incredibly strong and my bimbo breasts felt so full and heavy. My nipples have never been so hard and sensitive they were just tingling and felt like electricity was running through them. My body was convulsing and shaking from the pleasure of being milked this file was intense. After the files had finished i think perhaps Bambi took me out early as the the last file was not quiet finished. My nipples were so hard and i was in so much pleasure and i was exhausted and breathing so heavily i couldn't help but play with them and when i did it was like heaven they felt so good made me loose my mind in the pleasure. Good Girly Girl Amber :) i feel like i want to say Amber & Bambi interesting.

Good Girl: Path To Femininity 2

Another great trance extremely deep and a few times i felt like my body had gone was really happy and my body and mind were reacting on there own all in all great trance. Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Post Hypnotic - I've been feeling more in what i call a phase i used to feel about 50/50 and now i feel more 30/70 male/female is this an outcome of this hypno or was it always there ? I really like feeling feminine makes me feel good I'm happy with my male side but its kind of boring. Still having the urge to paint my nails which i plan to sort out very soon.

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Last night was interesting. I went down to do my normal trance but for some reason i just had this urge and what you could call a blank focus it was like i was being pushed and well it wasn't till i finished my normal trance and woke up that i was really confused as to what just happened. I have this period of time say about 30min which just kind of feels blank i know i did something and i can see the memory but i just cant seem to get it the closer i get the further away it goes. It was only when i got up to see what i had listened to and it seemed that i had loaded a playlist for Bambi the time for this trance was 1hr 30min but it felt like i had only lost about 30min. My underwear was soaked with precum and my chest had felt like it had been played with, my body also felt exhausted. I do remember bits and pieces of what happened like just random thoughts popping in to my mind they were, cock, blank, i think triggers but if i go to type them i get a mental block, mooing and pumping, being slutty and mindless and the word Bambi keep popping into my head while i was fading off to sleep. I still am this morning confused as to what occurred and feel a bit off but i am pretty sure that Bambi can influence me even when Bambi isn't out. Good Girly Girl Amber.

Female Spirit Inculcation

I felt like going really deep so I put an extra induction on the file and wow. Here I am just laying back not thinking of anything and my conscious mind has gone to sleep I'm aware of what's happening but its like I wasn't even there. So about 45 min I've been having pleasure and tingling feeling and I'm feel extremely deep my eyes start twitch and then pop they just open up. At this moment I feel as if I'm not there still as if I was still in trance my eyes had no focus I was seeing double vision and I was calm but I felt as if I was watching myself all of a sudden I'm up walking around a little disoriented and so horny I grab a dildo out of my bedside drawer and start sucking on it in pure bliss while all this is happening none of it felt like me, here I am laying on my bed sucking a dildo and just rubbing myself it was very exciting meanwhile the track is still playing in my ears. I stand up again and have trouble moving next thing I know a bell sound and I just fell onto my bed and passed out again this time I came too and when I got up I had a moment were I had control and it was like I had to shake off something to gain it back and off went the headphones according to the track I had 30min left. I felt a little out of it and when I was falling asleep I was moaning and it happened again all of a sudden my vision went wonky when I opened my eyes and it didn't last long but I regained control and eventually fell asleep. So I am thinking this may have been Amber but it could also have been Bambi maybe as this felt very similar to when Bambi took control of my body. Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Deep Slut: Fuck Hole Feminization

This file is fantastic highly recommended if your after a full feminising file this covers everything and in the process turns you into a cock hungry sissy slut. Went really deep felt like everything was true and what it was suppose to be, woke out of trance at the end and just felt really happy and horny. Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Sissy Slave Girl Past Life Memories Special Edition

This file was intense and very strong even for an older file, went down really deep and the memories felt so real the pleasure was intense and the whole thing just felt like it happened to me. Went to bed as normal but was feeling really out of it and my head was full of pressure. When i woke up i had this feeling like i was drunk and then went back to bed. I remember having a dream and having a shower with my wig on and then noticing i only had it on when i looked in the mirror and i remember looking really pretty also felt like i was amber in the dream very interesting but fun. Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Female Spirit Inculcation

Great trance incredibly deep and relaxed, i didn't experience a time jump this time and no black outs but i felt like my body was out of my control and my mind was so empty like I've never felt that blank and mindless was really great. Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Post Hypnotic - Woke from trance really happy and spaced out fell asleep moaning, i feel kind of normal today, on the way to work i had what maybe a girly thought about painting my nails and i just felt really good all over and happy.

Sissy Girl's Cocksucker Curse

It happened again i was listening along and then the end of the file another time jump. Great trance though and felt really deep. Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Post Hypnotic - I have started to have this urge to want to paint my nails other than this nothing new to report.

Good Girl: Path To Femininity 2

Really good trance, i think i blacked out but this was or felt different than before i was listening and then i don't remember where i was up to and there was a jump in time listening along and then the end of the file what was weird is it felt like a time jump not a one min I'm down the next its finished.

Also had a listen to a file this afternoon even that trance was insane couldn't feel my body and it felt so heavy and numb, was so happy and horny. Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Post Hypnotic - Feeling really happy and giggly, felt like i was walking different yesterday and today I'm really horny which is unusual, also feel kind of blank and empty no thoughts just really clear again.

Female Spirit Inculcation

Had another great trance i also blacked out again but it wasn't as long i came to in the file but i was really deep and at one point i had this really really strong pressure in my head wasn't painful just really strong. So much pleasure and at one point i think consciously i was trying to move my body but i couldn't its like i was disconnected from it. Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Post hypnotic - I have been feeling kind of floaty and carefree like I'm clear minded, no clutter it actually feels really good, not stressed either. Also i have noticed that i am looking at ways to make my self more feminine physically i have this urge to want to look more girly not just in my mind but my body i still have rational thoughts as to the impact major changes would have on my life. So i still feel grounded and i feel i don't have any dysphoria issues I'm happy as a man but i enjoy being feminine.

Sissy Girl's Cocksucker Curse

Got dressed up again and went into trance and it happened again down and then came to when the file stopped it was 35min file and it felt like i had been gone for ages. Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Post hypnotic - nothing new, i really wish i could post more but its hard when i cant remember the trance

Good Girl: Path To Femininity 2

Did something different this time and dressed up for my trance felt really good too. It also happened again i went down and then out came to when the file stopped don't remember much just stones and walking. Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Post hypnotic - When i woke up this afternoon i just felt really happy couldn't stop smiling and also kind of feel happy and carefree tonight.

Female Spirit Inculcation

It happened again relaxing hear the bell sound and then gone woke up when the file stopped was confused felt like i had been listening to something else was really struggling to figure out what had happened. Good Girly Girl Amber :)

Post Hypnotic - Nothing new